just like throatbud4u - I too sense a level of failing to give a guy the best possible blow job it he was to stroke. I always work hard to suck and throat until his cock pulses spurts of cum in my mouth or directly down my throat. Either way, his load is swallowed entirely
I know some guys have to use their hand when they want to cum, but when they do I always feel like I’ve failed to give them my best possible blow job. I strive to keep sucking and throating until their pulsating cocks pump that precious warm liquid reward inside my mouth or deep in my throat.