Thanks! Exactly. Just what I need to hear. Chloe is spot on in mocking. Love how she look when simulating how a loser looks when wanking ... she gets it especially right with those does short fast desperate strokes up close to the princess body. Not simulating long strokes. she knows. Only half way through yet and challenged not to right from the start when she says the right things to you. And she does ... all the time.
I am a Beta in chastity, only good to suck Alpha cocks or to be used as fuckmeat or as painslut. Princess Chloe is soo right: I am a loser!! And I even cannot jerk, only stuff my ass, I am such a loser!!
I have very simlar goals of being pussy and cum free, always sad and depressed, being a lonely loner loser, no matter how much I think maybe just maybe today I might be lucky, but 20 minutes later I find myself in my cold, dark, damp, jerk off room, doing my duty dildoing my anal cunt and dribbing cum within 10 seconds into my panties and then pulling them up. Doing this every day 50 times a day until my panties are so cum filled I know I an a nasty ass, sperm covered, sissy faggot loser, and nothing more. I don't deserve or strive to be anything more than the, nasty ass, sperm covered, sissy faggot loser, I was born to be.
I am a loser, I don't know how or where this came from but when Goddessess humiliate me, my dick always gets harder than anything else. I do not deserve pussy, I do not deserve happiness, I do not deserve company, I goal in life is to die jerking off in a cold, dark, depressing room.